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When Life Pulls You Down

>> Sunday, May 6, 2012

It's been a long time since I last updated huh?
This recent weeks were quite hectic for me.
It was either I was busying with assignments, or internal assessment or working.

Actually, we are going through the same thing.
I have been missing the memories too,
But maybe you weren't realized about it.
Looking back.. those memories were so simple and sweet.
I don't want to ruin it. :'(
I know attitude should change, i know.

And throughout the times I've learned lots of things;
Some people takes you for granted no matter how sincerely you treat them;
Passing in an exam is not about how smart you are, but how well you can bull-shit;
Getting a good grade is not about how good you bull-shit, but how good you can cheat;
Love is not about looking at each other's good, but to accept their weakness as well;
Argument is not the biggest thing after-all, but most importantly after each argument you learned to be more appreciate;
Also, I found that reverse psychology do works!

Yet, I managed to spent some quality time with my loved ones and my classmates by doing sports, going for a holiday and eat lots of nice food.

And I am here to announce that my lovely sister is getting married soon! I felt so happy for her. :')

我爱你们

Life moves on. Finally, my first touch on pool!


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无助

>> Thursday, March 15, 2012

是什么?不晓得。
女人啊,就是那么的情绪化
睡眠不足,功课,压力,种种加上来导致情绪变动。
事物总是没完没了,想好好的休息也不能
只是希望自己在无助时,身边有个人可依靠。

被疼与被爱的感觉真好
一句问候,一个拥抱。。
仿佛离我好远。

我不喜欢把所有的相处时间和游戏分一半
在你对着你电脑时,是否想着坐在你身旁的人?
可以允许我自私一点吗?
不是不让你玩
偶尔,也希望你可以‘忙’里偷闲。

空虚。

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My Valentine's

>> Friday, February 17, 2012

这个情人节,

没有花,也没有巧克力。
但我所拥有的,一切都够了。

这几天的快乐,
是你牺牲你的假期,
是我们牺牲彼此见面的时间,
而得来的。

我们就一路驾向北,
怡保芽菜鸡 - 槟城 - Star Cruise Libra - 美罗云吞面 - Sg Klah Hot Spring - 吧生海鲜。
每天都有水上活动,吃美食。
整个旅程是快乐的,充实的。

谢谢你,亲爱的。
我知道自己很幸福。

情人节快乐。

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Hey

>> Saturday, January 7, 2012

One week of working.

At first, it was so boring and the time passed so slow. But as time goes, as I got to mingle around with my colleagues, I can see the fun there.
They started to teach me lots of things, from picking up the phones, making appointment, writing reports and instrument knowledge.
I believe, I will not regret working there, with bunch of good colleagues, even though sometimes they don't talk to me. :(

Fyp,
As a reminder, 
One day I will settle you off! 
You made me suffered so much! 

And ya, that 'girl'.
At least, she not just a girl who are waiting to meet him on any day.
They have their own life and own work now.
That's how things go now. Taking leave to have fun with his friends but not with her.
It's alright, as she always tell herself.
Because, she will be stronger than him. She can drown herself in work, so that nobody will ever disturb him.

It's alright that no one is beside her when she is down.
When she cried, when she feels lonely, when her nose bleed, when she need someone to talk to.
Thanks to him, for making her more independent, so that she won't rely on him that much.
No worries, she will never cry again just because of not meeting each other. 
Maybe this is what the girl deserves.

hey Girl, it's alright.

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Say Hi to 2012!

>> Sunday, January 1, 2012


Hello 2012!
It's a brand new year, my first post of 2012.

Before welcoming 2012, I would like to say thanks to 2011 for giving me lots of ups and downs that make me stronger.
Thanks to 2011 for giving me such a wonderful love stories.
Thanks to 2011 for giving me such a unforgettable birthday. With sadness and happiness as well.

With my love, with grandma, with family and relatives.
The wonderful lunch.
My Grandma.
Lovely surprise from siblings.
Once again, Happy birthday to me.

When it comes to new year, I bet most of the people are talking about their resolution.

I never have any resolution, and this year, for the first time.
My resolution:
1. To work once I'm free
2. To get a smart phone
3. To treat my love one - a big meal with my salary
4. Go for a photo shot (wanted for this since 2 years ago, :'( )
5. Go for a vacation with my love one
6. Maintain my weight at 40kg or lesser.
7. Praise by my fyp supervisor
That's what I thought of. Will be adding it if I think of any.

And let's see whether these could be fulfill by the end of 2012.
2012, be a good year okay?

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12月的最后一天

>> Saturday, December 31, 2011

这是12月的最后一天。
如果你认识我,你应该知道今天是什么日子。

这是12月的最后一天。
如果你家有日历,那你应该知道明天是新的一年。

这一年就快过去了。
这一年,我又做了什么呢?
这一年,我接受了一份爱情。
这一年,我把我头发减短了。
这一年,我把我头发给染了。
这一年。。我不想写下去了。

12月的最后一天
我应该是开心的
但我哭了。
在夜深里,我是寂寞的。
我第一次,寂寞得哭了。

明年,你快点来。
我要做工,我要忙得一团糟。

晚安了。

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我的伪装

>> Thursday, December 22, 2011

眼泪,在这几天都流了无数遍。

伪装,真的不容易。
我的伪装,是彻底的是失败。
以为可以潇洒的说:无所谓,
以为可以擦掉眼泪说:没关系。

有了期待,就会有失望。
原来一次次的等待,最终还是换来失望。
天真的以为,一个小小的要求与等待,很快就被实现。
天真的以为,时间的快速旋转,会隐藏着一些儿的喜悦。

原来我并不是你理想的小鸟依人,
不好意思,让你失望了。
其实,真的没什么大不了,也不是什么大事。
就让我这ordinary girl 发下公主病吧。

放心,再也不会有这样的事。
很多事,我放下了。
不是说没了期待,该说是以顺其自然的心去对待。

以后的,我都有了心里准备,
所以,不需要什么陪伴了。
简单的一句话就够了,真的。

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什么都不是

>> Monday, December 19, 2011

不是从没珍惜,
也不是不爱了。
或许,彼此相爱的方式都不同了。
要的,也不再像当初的那么单纯。

对,
请你不要再宠了,
如果你要,
也可以不爱了。
都不值得了,不是吗?

对自己,
对那莫名奇妙的脾气,
对那缺乏的安全感,
对那完美主义的要求,
对那突然降临的伤感,
对那黑色的严肃,
对所有所有的事。。

也只能说;
疲惫了。

她眼泪很多,只是她不愿流露悲伤的情绪。

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BuhBye Sem 5!

Without realizing, its the end of 2011.
So fast, everything happened in a blink.
I've done with my Semester 5. It a semester that made me feel so stress but time flies so fast during this sem.

Semester 5,
The first time we have clinical posting with doctors, optometrists, pharmacist and real patients;
The first time we got the final year project;
The first time we struggled so much for the thesis proposal;
The first time we had our first NIOS annual dinner;
The first time we had our clinical examination with real patients and medical officers;
The first time we did our case presentation.

First time of drinking red wine.

NIOS first annual dinner. The girls.

The only one 21st birthday celebration.

We did everything for the first time this semester.
Whatever is it, it ends.
This time, we have 2 months of holiday! For the first time too!
Till end of February. Real long. :)

Urgh. I been too busy and tired recently.
Time for some rest.
Awaiting for the next day!

P/s: 12 days more. If  you know what I mean. Haha! :P

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In A Mess

>> Sunday, December 11, 2011

Urgh, I got a big ulcer on my lips. Real huge i mean.
I've been suffering from it for the past few days. And sometimes I really feel like screaming it out. It caused so much pain to me. I feel like crying for help.
I can't talk, I can't eat, I can't even drink water!

My house is in a big mess.
Renovation is going on at the front and back of my house. But good thing is the kitchen will be wider now :)
Bad thing is, at 8am sharp, you can hear the 'drilling' sound. A very effective alarm.

Girls need more cares and attention.
If she never stops you from socialization, then please don't make her feel that friends overtake her position.
If you made her lost her self-confidence, she lost herself too.
And she knows, she is a nobody, again.

Even though everything look stable and smooth now
but sometimes it requires more cares and some appreciation.
It's not a necessary for someone to treat you good.
But when people treat you good, you tends to forget how to appreciate.


Okay, I have a tired life.
Been so stressful for the past month. Don't even have a chance to chillax myself by doing things i love.
Been a long time since i last shopping, movie, sing k, sports, desserts, travel, gathering with friends blablablah...


Hectic life. I should get a life.

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December

>> Sunday, December 4, 2011

So fast!
It's the last month of 2011, indicating my final examination too.
I don't like examination.

The one week of study week seems not enough :'(


Tomorrow, I'll be fighting on the war using my pens, the papers are my biggest enemy.
I MUST WIN! Argh!

Okay. Chaos.

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My Dear Supervisor

>> Wednesday, November 23, 2011

The project is killing me softly.
The biggest fear and the major concern is about my supervisor, not the presentation.
He makes me to love him, but afraid of him at the same time.

My dear supervisor,
How much I hope you can hear me.
The pain, the depression.
You are killing me, softly.

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故事 1

>> Thursday, November 10, 2011

那个女人
是有点固执
是有点野蛮
是有点坏脾气

但她其实要的并不多
只要一点点的温柔
只要一点点的安慰
只要一点点的关怀

她尽力把自己的角色演好
那一天,她尽心尽力
那一天,她耗费一天
陪他度过

她这个女人算合格吗
他忙,她也一起忙
不要求回报,真的不要求
只为了他一个微笑

即使他很忙
即使她不认识他身边的人
即使她一个人
还是得压抑心情,
用微笑隐藏寂寞。

为什么简单的一个要求
他不能给
为什么简单的一个要求
他要拒绝

或许没有人能够理解
那要求有什么那么重要
有什么大不了

是不重要
只是心里在作怪
没有了安全感
没有了肯定
或许,她只是个 nobody。

伤心不是因为失望
生气不是因为妒忌
没有什么大不了。

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不想理

>> Thursday, October 27, 2011

原来人是自私的

人总是在缠绵后抱怨对方的缺陷

放下,或许是好的。
把自尊心,原则都扔到一边;
从心底远离,然后假装什么都不知道,
就这样,算了吧。

你所做的,说的
我都不会放在心里了
不想重复一遍又一遍。

就如你说,
我就是小气,
我就是肥,
又如何!? 又怎样?
有必要一直重复吗?

下雨了,
此刻的心情就像雨一样;
时大时小;
令人觉得伤感即无奈。

P/S:我要做回我自己!我是快乐的!

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很多 很多

>> Sunday, October 9, 2011

很多事情 不是谁说了就算

即使伤心 结果还是自己担
多少次失望表示着多少期盼
事实证明 幸福很难。

简单的词语,意味着生活里的每一个细节

生活态度不一样的人,如何可以和平相处?
说话态度很重要,很多话应该经过思考而弹出。
态度直率不是一个借口。

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